Jesus' Triple J Hotspot

God Sent An Angel Today

2010-12-27T14:54:00.001+08:00

God, you know my heart and thoughts.

I know this angel is sent by you

the minute she told me she felt Spirit-led to come by.

Thank you my Father,

You always never fail to show up

or do something when I needed it;

Even when I didn't share with you much,

you perceive my thoughts and feel my heart.

Thank God for you my dear dear friend,

who always stood by me and keep watch over me.

I am loved.

Where did it ALL go wrong?

2010-12-17T11:55:00.003+08:00

It is with deep burden and sadness that I've been hearing (tho it's been ongoing for a long while) of how within a church, people are seemingly "judging" how or why the other brother/ sister serves, the agenda behind and so forth; spiritual leaders who talked behind others' back without first finding the truth by going directly to the brother/ sister and seek clarification.

How or should I ask WHY did these happen in Christian community? What's God's ultimate purpose for His people? Isn't it to love one another? So what is loving one another? Isn't it to encourage, spur, correct and rebuke, all to be done in love? Has the world thwarted these words that is so clearly stated in the Bible, or human nature out of their own agenda? And WAIT, didn't God say so CLEARLY in His words "Do not gossip", on how "only foolish people would cause dissension"?

Why should one question about one's service to God if he/she just wants to reach out to the needy and do what is missing in the light of building up (strengthening) the body of Christ? Shouldn't we be looking at the fruit of the service that comes out from one whereby lives are touched, transformed and souls are saved?

Yet, so often, Christians are so caught up in the battlement and tension within the body of Christ (church) that precious, limited TIME is wasted instead of doing WHAT OUGHT TO BE DONE.

The crux of the above could easily be sum up by James 3:3-6, 9-18:-

When we put bits into the mouths of horses to make them obey us, we can turn the whole animal. Or take ships as an example. Although they are so large and are driven by strong winds, they are steered by a very small rudder wherever the pilot wants to go. Likewise, the tongue is a small part of the body, but it makes great boasts. Consider what a great forest is set on fire by a small spark. The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.

With the tongue we praise our Lord and Father, and with it we curse human beings, who have been made in God’s likeness. Out of the same mouth come praise and cursing. My brothers and sisters, this should not be.

Who is wise and understanding among you? Let them show it by their good life, by deeds done in the humility that comes from wisdom. But if you harbor bitter envy and selfish ambition in your hearts, do not boast about it or deny the truth. Such “wisdom” does not come down from heaven but is earthly, unspiritual, demonic. For where you have envy and selfish ambition, there you find disorder and every evil practice.
But the wisdom that comes from heaven is first of all pure; then peace-loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere. Peacemakers who sow in peace reap a harvest of righteousness.

Does your being (speech and action) display earthly or Godly wisdom? Which of the wisdom would you DESIRE to have my dear brothers and sisters?

If it is God's wisdom you desire, I pray that you will join me in prayer to proclaim EVERY word mentioned in God's wisdom and CONSCIOUSLY apply them in our daily lives. Carve them upon our hearts today.

Make this a resolution for 2011.

God bless.

God doesnt comfort us to make us comfortable; He...

2010-12-07T11:08:00.000+08:00

comforts us to make us COMFORTERS.

Read 2 Cor 1:3-11

Encouragement of the day:
The comfort God has given us
He wants us now to share
With others who are suffering
So they will sense His care.

(Taken from Daily Bread devotion, Dec7 2010)

Looking for Someone Special...

2010-10-17T08:34:00.002+08:00

This is especially dedicated to our princes at home and readers who are looking for that someone in your relationship...

I read with interest today in what Ps Rick shared about Patience & Perserverence...tho' it shared about God's perfect timing on reaching our goals instead of gratification, he referred us to Genesis 24 where people of God would look towards God in choosing the right partner/ lover in their lives...

I remembered some youth ever asked: Ms Jo, how do you know if the girl/ boy is from God?

Before I shared my thoughts on another entry, I urge you to give a read on that chapter and share with me yours first...

Hear from you again. Don't rush...

Time for church =)

Put your "knife" away!

2010-09-23T10:09:00.003+08:00

Ever felt so terrible when you go all way out to help somebody genuinely, not only there is no appreciation nor affirmation (oh well, it's ok cos you just wanna help-so you comfort yourself) BUT instead, you got "told off", sarcastic remark and all?? gee!!!....

was sharing with God this morning (better to share with Him than humans cos these are not edifying and if shared to another person, you will never know who this other person will share with! Ha!), and as I open the reading for today, it was entitled "CUTTING REMARKS"!!!

Taken from Daily Bread reading today, Prov 12:17-22 shed some wisdom in how we need to put our "multi-bladed swiss army knife" aka TONGUE that gossip, slander, hurt, wound, sows discord, boasting, lying away and use our words to help and heal. That is the only way to rule our relationships as well.

These outburst are only the tip of the iceberg. What lies underneath are actually unhealthy attitudes of anger, irritation, frustration and impatience- even disappointment, stress, guilt and insecurity which flows from within us and contribute to our damaging speech.

So dun let these fuel in your heart, don't let them fester. Deal with them the minute it's been "detected".

God has graciously given us forgiving love, grace, mercy and truth.
How far are you from each of this?
How much are they contained inside of you?

Dear Lord, search my heart today and replace all of the unhealthy attitudes with your attributes so that my words may be pleasing and edifying and build others up at all times. In Jesus name I pray, amen.

MISSION IS THE VERY ESSENCE OF CHURCH

2010-09-20T09:04:00.002+08:00

...it is not meant to be a department by itself...

...rather, MISSION should be the VERY essence of God's body...

...MISSION is our response to "God's invitation" who formed the nations and is constatnly at work amongst them...

Rev 7:9-10 (PICTURE THIS!)

...Our response??? Not someone else BUT each of us...
Not just a submissive heart, but a yielded heart that says "yes Lord", not "what Lord" (what do you want me to do there? What can I offer?...) first...

Thank you, Joe for a powerful sharing on MISSION.

Dear Lord, prepare us (J Family) to be ready to respond to your call wherever you call us. May we have a "Yes Lord" posture before you and may your purpose and will be fulfilled in this family that you have put together, both young and old. Amen.

Then why do we still face trials???

2010-09-03T09:21:00.003+08:00

I read with much thoughts about what Ps Rick shared in his e-devotion today, where he referred to the scripture in Isaiah 43:25 "God forgives our sins and will not hold our sins against us."

Defensive Jo was quick to question: If so, why does trial and terrible things happen if it is not to discipline us??....

But as I reflect, realise that more often than not, if we just allow the Spirit to guide us, it is not difficult to see that it is carnal selves who have caused trials to happen over time, our attitude, actions and even speech...

Yes, while it's true that sometimes we are badly treated, wrongly accused and the list goes on. But, how we react to every situation makes alot of difference. Spend some moment to think about it, everything does has its implications as we think deeper...

God does forgive our sins and will not hold our sins against us. And He allows things to happen only to sharpen and refine us. Before we point fingers and start blaming others, let's do a self check by first committing ourselves to the Lord in prayer:-

"Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.
See if there is any offensive way in me
and lead me in the way everlasting." (Psa 139:23-30)
In Jesus name I pray, amen

Time To Check Our Spiritual Orientation

2010-08-09T09:28:00.003+08:00

In just 2 days before Singapore's 45th celebration, author wrote this self-inventory test for readers to reflect on the "questions we are mostly likely to ask after a worship experience to see if we have become individualistic and consumerist in our worship:-

How was the worship? OR Did I worship?
How was the sermon? OR Did I listen with a heart to obey?
Was I ministered to? OR Did I minister to others?

As God to re-wire us so that our commitment and priority in worship will always be to glorify God by edifying (to enlighten or inform so as to uplift spiritually) others." (quoted from City of God 40 Days Prayer booklet)

Have I mentioned to you before about the 7 Gates of Influence which Pastors and Spiritual Leaders in Singapore come together to intercede for Singapore every quarter or so? I had the priviledge to attend the Family Gate almost 2 months ago and have been reminded of the following:-

To build the nation,
manage our church;
To build our church;
manage our family.

Family is God-given; a blessing. And in this blessing, there is a purpose for each of us to fulfill-God's purpose.

I would like to bite-size what it entails in the family:-
Husband and wife
LOVE each other. It is your best gift to your children
They will model what God's love truly means when they see all your love in actions-even in difficult situations or how great your differences may seem to be humanly).
It is an uphill task, but God will see us through all these and the fruit will come when we see our children growing up in Godly love and ways, loving and blessing others like Jesus would...

Parents, we are half the journey or even lesser to account to God for our words and actions, but these children have a life-time to continue the kingdom work. So what is God's desired outcome of each child?...

WORK WITH END IN MIND.

Father, I thank you for the privilege to join with hundreds of fellow brothers and sisters in Christ to intercede for Singapore last evening; praying for the 7 Gates of Influence and future generation of Singapore-youth & children. I rejoice with you as the little ones (even Joshua in his simple prayer) praying out loud to you). I give thanks as Josiah joined me in declaring out loud that "I am important to God. I play an important part..." together with all the rest of your people. Lord, empower us to do your kingdom work. Keep our minds focus on you, gracious Father. And may each of our lives be a living testimony to glorify your Holy Name. Amen.

How do we know if it is from the Holy Spirit?...

2010-08-02T16:15:00.002+08:00

I often have this question in mind..."How do I know if this is really from God?"

Then, walah!...July 31 where the 40 days prayer booklet was mentioning about all good gifts, it gave the following guideline to my query and I would like to quote what the author has written so beautifully:-

"How do we know if a word of knowledge, a prophecy, or some other supernatural manifestation is from the Holy, the human spirit, or an evil spirit?

Paul does not leave such important questions to guesswork. In 1 Cor 12-14, he gives us a set of clear principles for DISCERNING spiritual manifestations and spiritual people:

1: Do they exalt Jesus Christ as Lord?
2: Do they preserve diversity in unity?
3: Are they exercised in love?
4: Do they edify the body?"

There are just so too many impactful God-inspired sharings which the author has given from 1 Corinthian Sciptures for Pastors, church leaders, you and me alike.

Have you read, meditate and intercede for God's body and our nation? If not, would you allocate sometime on your own to read 1 Corinthians and join me in this venture?

7 days and counting...children of God, rise up and PUSH (Pray Until Something Happen)! Let's stand in the Truth and live by the TRUTH!

Dear Lord, may you grant me the discernment to hear Your still small voice. May you increase and I decrease. Amen.

"The BEST GIFT...

2010-07-27T11:04:00.004+08:00

...that a parent can ever give to his/her child is to love their wife/husband, always be on the lookout for she/he, respect her/him and be a good support to her/him..." (quoted by Dr Michael during his sharing on Raising Godly children)

I like that quote, together with many others which he shared which had brought greater insight to parenting Godly children. It has also once again affirms my decision of looking at a home-based job rather than an office job so I can spend more time with my kids which our good Lord has bestowed us.

Recently I've been using this quote alot "nib the butt while they are young cos it'll be harder to try and fix it when they grow older". I guess as I see my older boy going through this phase of his life, it has given me quite some "warning signs" that I need to do something about it and what is required of me is time - time to spend with him listening to what is actually feeling/ thinking inside of him, time to digest what he shares, time to give my input, and time to lead him towards Christ-like thinking...

Oh...and did I mention TIME is the key to the situation I am in so I can build purposeful relationship with my older which in turn the younger will also be blessed as he models after all that his older brother says or does.

With better time management (not having so many things on my plate), it gives me clearer focus on what I can do, and the amount of space I have to take deep breath (when they get on my nerves) without me having to react in the negative way (which will not be what God will do if He is in my situation! So undesirable!) Rather, I can take pockets of moment to think of constructive ways to turn all the ugly scenarios to something for the better!

Like another quote that John (who faciliated the parenting workshop 2 Sundays ago) used- "turn the children weakness into potential strength"...How true!

He added on to share how our make up and knowing our kids make up via DISC profile, can help us effectively connect with our children (even in discipline) and be aware of potential conflicts with them...wonderful application!

"Fathers (Mothers alike), do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord" ~ Eph 6:4

Father, may You lead us and guide us to do just that. Amen.

Who's Who??!!

2010-07-12T16:28:00.003+08:00

Felt so compelled and convicted to pen down this very devotion I read under 40 Day 2010- City of God Devotion booklet to pray for the nation.

Cos it writes EXACTLY what my heart has been crying out for the past few years while serving my Master. And today, I cried out even more when I am able to fully petition to the Lord with those exact words from the author who seemed to draw out my heart's burden for the church.

Sharing from 1 Corinthians 3:5-9 where the bible talked about 2 Godly leaders, this is what stood out to me...

"Paul insists that he and Apollos are merely labourers on God's farm. One ploughs the ground. Another plans the seed. One waters the field. Another reaps the harvest. God assignes each a task. As God's farmhands, Paul and Apollos are NOT in competition. They ARE ONE. They are united around a common cause: HARVEST! They are equal and equally nothing before God as far as the produce is concerned. God ALONE makes the seed grow. So there is NO-POINT hero-worshipping. You are God's field, says Paul. And who are we? We are just SERVANTS, working together for God and for you. We ARE ONE, WHY AREN'T YOU?

Leaders are KEY to UNITY. Paul and Apollos were one. But their flock was divided, ironically, over them! The odd thing about Corinthian jealousy and strife is that it wasnt about lovers, money or material things - the normal stuff worldly people fight over. It was about spiritual things and spiritual leaders!

Compared to Apollos, the Corinthians rated Paul poorly. But Paul never saw Apollos as a rival. He esteemed him as an equal, a fellow worker. Both were men, not children. They were above petty sibling rivalry seething away in the Corinthian creche. Are we?

Are we pulling together?

Read Phil 2:1-4 aloud a few times and personalise the prayer as the author wrote.

Lord, as I commit myself to live out this calling in Phil 2:1-4, may you lead and guide me through every step of the way, fixing my eyes on You alone...amen.

Faith With Actions

2010-07-12T16:22:00.002+08:00

"What good is it, dear brothers and sisters,

if you say you have faith but don't show it by your acitons?

Can that kind of faith save anyone?

Suppose you see a brother or sister who has no food or clothing,

and you say, "Goodbye and have a good day; stay warm and eat well"-

but then you don't give that person any food or clothing.

What good does that do? So you see, faith by itself isn't enough.

Unless it produces good deeds, it is dead and useless."

James 2:14-17 (NLT)

"The leap of faith always means loving without expective to be loved in return, without wanting to receive, inviting without hoping to be invited, holding without asking to be held" ~ Henri Nouwen

The Straight Path

2010-06-17T09:53:00.004+08:00

A path that i walk to office normally without even thinking become a path that I stood for a while this morning...

Just a common path with splits but yet it tells of a thousand words.

Mind filled with much doubts and fear makes me have a hard look at it, before deciding which path i should take and why.

The curvy one which seemingly is the short cut to the office, denotes (to me personally) also human nature thoughts and feelings of anxiety & worry which I could entertain throughout these few days, and choose to react the way I want.

Or, the straight path that just takes alittle while longer, but denotes a lesser struggle in life as one puts all her doubts and fear (all that is visible) to the hands of the Invisible and let Him take full control of it?

In the end, I chose. The straight path. As I walked every step of it, I said to the Lord, I am walking in a "blind faith" now Lord- Blind to what I see, putting my faith to what I cannot see. Each step I take, I claim His goodness, mercy, righteousness, faithfulness, blessing.

Just so hard humanly...but I had to physically take the step...of faith and see the Lord's handiwork unfolds in time to come.

Thank you Father, for who you are and what you are.

Trust in the LORD with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways acknowledge him,
and he will make your paths straight. ~ Prov 3:5-6

I am claiming just this promise of His today. Will you do the same in whatever situation you are in?

Faithful Friends

2010-04-22T14:35:00.002+08:00

“Faithful friends are a sturdy shelter:
whoever finds one has found a treasure.
Faithful friends are beyond price;
no amount can balance their worth.
Faithful friends are life-saving medicine;
and those who fear the Lord will find them.”

Ecclesiastes or Sirach 6:14-16 NRSV

~ Lord, please bless me & my family with faithful friends! ~

"I Have Eternal Life!"...

2010-04-09T23:11:00.003+08:00

Those were the exact words from Josiah on 7 April 2010.

This very significant BIG day marked the new spiritual birth of our beloved older son Josiah. Rewinding how this all happened...

31 Mar, Wed- BSF shared about the Samaritan woman at the well (John 4) and how Jesus gave "living water" (ie. eternal life) to those who ask and believe. The Samaritan woman asked, believed and immediately received the living water Jesus promised her. She was so filled with the Spirit that she went back to the town to share with her townsfolk (note that she did not associate herself with them cos of her 5 former husbands...read all about it yourself in the bible).

7 Apr, Wed- Rushing to BSF and was trying to recap our previous lesson with the kids (in case some of you don't know, both Josiah and Joshua attend their preschool BSF program).
Setting: crossing the long bridge from bus stop to St Andrew Village

Josiah: Mama how do we have eternal life?

Mama: You need to believe that Jesus is the true God, invite Him into your life. We usually said the sinner's prayer to invite Him, that is, to tell Him that we have done naughty things in the past, asked Him to forgive us our sins; invite Him to your life and then on, live a life to please Him... (something like that, can't remember the exact words liao...haiz)

Josiah: I want to say the sinners prayer now, I want eternal life now!...

Mama: On the bridge? the surrounding is too noisy, let's do it at a quieter place, either at BSF or at home, ok?

Josiah (excitedly still): ok ok...

To cut the story short, in the presence of Papa, Mama, and Didi, we witnessed our beloved Josiah saying the sinner's prayer and receiving Christ after BSF!

All of us congratulated and gave him our hugs =) & his reply was simply

"Yeah!!! I have eternal life already!"

Praise be to God! Our prayers are answered! As for Joshua, AKAN DATANG! lol...

"If you love someone, you will do everything to please someone right?"

2010-01-23T09:06:00.007+08:00

...That was a portion from the sermon shared 2 weeks ago by our Pastor that stood out to me.

Indeed, when you love someone, you will do everything to please him/ her, and be conscious that you do NOT anything that you know he/ she will not be pleased about.

In relationship, it is a skill that requires time and effort to develop, and without love, there will be no motivation/ passion to further at all.

Can you visualise a budding flower that eventually blooms and many (I guess mainly ladies) will go "Awww....so lovely!...."?

Here's the deduction. Relationship (for a couple)...

- once overcomes trials together
- goes through good times together and stand by each other in bad times
- spends quality time with each other (talking and enjoying each other's presence alone)
- makes effort to know and understand each other (be it strength or weakness)
- gain mutual trust
- gain mutual respect
- expresses love, affection, appreciation, affirmation and intimacy with each other freely

...WILL BE ONE THAT NO ONE CAN SEPARATE and WILL be like the flower that blooms beautifully.

How is that checklist to you? Which ones are we good at and which do we need to work at?

In a Christian relationship, unless God is the centre of each relationship, we will struggle in our human ways, thinking that handling matters in our own ways would work.

From experiences from myself and people I know, this is what I gather:-

If you think you can change your partner after marriage, the truth is, you can't.
If you think your ways works all the time, the truth is, think again.
If you think you can take control of everything, the truth is, you know you can't.

But one thing I know for sure, God can move mountains and transform lives, making us a better person to our spouse.

How do I know? Experience in Him today by surrendering your relationship to Him.

"Taste and see that the Lord is good" (Ps 34:8a)

God bless.

Where is God when it hurts?...

2010-01-11T09:24:00.004+08:00

2nd week of a new year, Monday...

Am spending time with my Father and using the Woman of Freedom material which I do with the young mummies group. We're now touching on laying aside bitterness and running with forgiveness (notice the former is humane and latter is God-given as a child of God?)

In one of the sharings, Lawrence O. Richards has this thought which I want to pen down here to remind ourselves the damaging effect when we hold on to bitterness and how it can strain our relationship/s with not only with another person but ultimately, with our loving Father too...

"Bitterness in the NT focuses on that angry and resentful state of mind that can develop when we undergo troubles...The writer [Hebrews] describes the hardships that come into our lives and speaks of them as God's discipline. They are a form of training that God in love has determined we need for our own good. Crushing experiences never seem pleasant at the time (INDEED THEY DO NOT!) They are painful (INDEED THEY ARE!) It is only later that we see their fruit in inner peace and righteousness. But an experience intended for our good can be twisted into bitterness. The writer points out that to profit as God intends, we must not surrender to hopelessness (WE MUST NOT, FRIENDS!) We must struggle, in God's holy way, to live at peace with all around us and not give way to bitterness...

The remedy for bitterness, then, is the appropriation of God's grace."

I give God all the glory when I struggled through much bitterness few years ago. It was a painful trial for me, and for sometime, I actually wondered why God was not delivering me through??? Reading this passage now made me realise that I MUST struggle...not in worldly ways, but in God's holy way, to pour out all to God, even to lament to just Him, to surrender, to cling on, to only rely on Him to overcome the bitterness (better still, do not even let bitterness fuel!!!).

How true that an experience meant to mould and refine us can be twisted into bitterness! But God is INDEED gracious, and I am thankful that I did not stop trusting Him even in my mustard seed faith...As the days unfold, He is so gentle. He send His angels along the way and pick up my broken pieces.

I am just so thankful to the BSF leader while I was still attending BSF in Bethel, who cried and prayed with me during those painful period, so thankful for some spiritual leaders and 2 special friends (one is in China already) who walked me through the storms of life, my darkest moments, a special mentor for bringing me into "God's refuge" to nurse my wounded heart and from there, led me to know 2 lovely mentors (one is back in US) and wonderful boss who is truly Christ-centred. Along the way, there are other God's angels who impart words of wisdom and words of comfort that I will always remember...

Been meaning to pen down my heartfelt thanks to the above angels, but I guess there's no better time than now, cos I see God's mighty hands at work throughout my life; His wonderful grace that envelopes me; His loving nature that never fails to remind me "I will never leave nor forsake you Jo...I will never let the righteous fall...Call upon the name of the Lord and be saved...I love you Jo"...those were His words that pull me through my life crisis...

Now, I experience the fruit of inner peace and righteousness as Lawrence has rightfully put. I wanna apologise to those whom may have thought that I am a "changed person/ cold person/ walking zombie" during those trial period. I admit I did look awful (ugly) during those times, both inside and out...urgh...if I may just say, that's not who I really am...lol...

Very often, we have the tendency to blame people or circumstances that made us "ugly", but beware! That we do not twist the experience that God has intended for our good. How would we know if it is from God? Continually seek the Lord, inquire of the Lord and He will reveal to you, every step of the way, remember, God is a very systematic person (from Moses and Noah stories, you will be know).

Boy, I can go on writing and writing...but I had much work to attend to! lol.

In a nutshell: So where is God when it hurts? It's right here, in you "Remain in me and I will remain in you"..saith the Lord.

This hymm song comes to my mind, be encouraged, be blessed, my dear friends.

What a friend we have in Jesus,
all our sins and griefs to bear!
What a privilege to carry
everything to God in prayer!
O what peace we often forfeit,
O what needless pain we bear,
all because we do not carry
everything to God in prayer.

Have we trials and temptations
Is there trouble anywhere?
We should never be discouraged
take it to the Lord in prayer.
Can we find a friend so faithful
who will all our sorrows share?
Jesus knows our every weakness;
take it to the Lord in prayer.

Are we weak and heavy laden,
cumbered with a load of care?
Precious Savior, still our refuge;
take it to the Lord in prayer.
Do thy friends despise, forsake thee?
Take it to the Lord in prayer!
In his arms he'll take and shield thee;
thou wilt find a solace there.

A T-shirt Tells A Thousand Word! [Evangelism]

2009-12-05T10:19:00.002+08:00

Gee...the latest blog entry was in Jan 09 and now is only my 2nd entry!!! How time flies!!!

Well, thought to pen down this memorable moment where Josiah had his first ever evangelism with a child of his age...at the Budget Terminal playground after sending his Papa off last evening!

Got him a t-shirt "Armor of God" and Joshua "Sin Stinks" for Christmas last year. Josiah's tee has a "transformer kinda figure" where each component of armor of God is displayed. A boy playing at the playground caught sight of it and asked him "which transformer character is that?"

Josiah told him "The transformer is about God, God is more powerful than all the transformers like Bumblebee, Megatron or even Optimus Prime!" He came running to me and was telling me what the boy asked and what he replied to him....I was TOTALLY AMAZED! and TOTALLY IN AWE of God's work upon this young life.

Well, the next thing you heard them saying to one another are the little arguements they had while playing "No, bumblebee is more powerful!" said the boy...."No, God is more powerful than the bumblebee!" said Jojo...And me? I was smiling throughout...giving thanks in my heart of what I see and hear...I'm sure Jeff would be too, with all the affirming words to our dear boy if he's around...

So, what does that also remind me and my readers? That ANYTHING & ANYWHERE can be an opportunity to share Christ with others! A simple earring, t-shirt, shoe....or just simply us! can be a living example to share Christ, it doesnt have to be in a "setting"... a circumstance...

~have a blessed weekend~

JOKE of THE daY!

2009-01-16T10:50:00.002+08:00

Overslept today. So I had to bring Josiah to school by public transport cos we missed the time for school transport (yikes!)

Stayed on to see how Jojo is when they start off with worship & thanksgiving/ testimony everyday. Then when it was time for lessons and they came out, he caught sight of me and went in his gentlest voice "Mama..." (with a smile)

Jojo's classmate: Auntie! (aiyoyo!)...but thats not the joke...akan datang...

I gave him a kiss and just when I turn around, ready to walk off, i heard his classmate asking him...

Jojo's classmate: Is she your sister or mother...?!?!

Wuahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goodbye to 2008...Hello! 2009!!!

2009-01-01T01:33:00.002+08:00

Just got back from our Corps watchnight service...

Started off with fellowship time with the corps folks, something which we have not had for a long time. Majs' games were pretty fun and engaging!

Service proper started at 11.15pm with worshipful songs, followed by a couple of testimonies, then come short prayer. Right after we greeted everyone, most headed off for supper!

Well honestly, it's not quite what i hoped for, so I stayed behind to read Eccl 3 which Maj K shared during the service...then went forward to spend some quiet moment with God, giving thanks for His providence and blessings for 2008, surrendering all my baggages and emptying my vessel before him before I embrace 2009. It was a tearful moment cos much have happened in my life that I nearly lost my footings even!

But God has graciously blessed me with wonderful angels to guide me, strengthen me and support me and I am just so thankful to these spiritual leaders/ mentors and friend who stood by me. Thank you!...One other thing to praise God...my bestie actually prayed with me at the mercy seat! Deep down in me was like "O God, You are amazing! Thank you!" (cos I thought I lost her...was disappointed at how things took a turn over circumstance and sad to think that our friendship could not withstand any storms of life. But tonight's prayer together brings hope and it's a good start!)

Have yet to set my resolution for this new year...in fact I have not done so for a couple of years already, so need to get started now so I will have something to look forward to...just like me making more intentional effort to cook for the family comes from the motivation of beloved Josiah who would tell me in his innocence "Mama, please cook ok? I like to eat what you cook..." how can I ever turn down someone who appreciates me for who I am?!? So ya, with motivation comes the driving force...hahaha...

Lots of thoughts in mind to pen down...but also kinda zonk out already...so will blog again and share more...stay tuned...thanks for reading by the way.

God bless you in this new year! & embrace it with God's Love, Joy, Peace & HOPE!

Christian Living - Search For Life

2008-10-14T16:14:00.003+08:00

Hmm...Had an interesting conversation with Lyn (one of the missionaries from Australia) yesterday, where we had a fruitful discussion on kids and family.

In a workshop she facilitated back in Perth called "Search For Life", she shared 3 main areas in which every human is searching for (knowingly or unknowingly), be it with our loved ones, at workplace or thru peer-

Being Accepted
Being Valued
Being Belonged

And I thought...hmm...how true! It's just like the desires of any Christian who wants to be accepted by God, be valued by Him as His child (eg. through the things we do for Him) and feel belonged in His family. The amazing thing is that WE ARE A.V.B. by Him! And we don't need to fit into His "category/ schedule/ expectations/ pre-requisites" for He love us JUST AS WE ARE...that's the grace (undeserved favor) of our beloved Father...

And this desire applies the same towards man as well - to be accepted as who we are, to be valued and belonged, I must say that very often, we have to work hard at being A.V.B. by man, don't you think?...and cos of that, some of us ended up in the wrong direction; added on more problems that we already have and wished we could just turn back the clock...

So has anyone of you yet to receive Him as your personal Lord and Saviour? If you have not invited Him to your heart today, you have missed out the wonderful priviledge of being loved JUST AS YOU ARE, special in His sight...

"Lord I thank you for accepting me (a woman who comes with much weaknesses, not much of strengths, heehee); valued me by using me for your kingdom work and giving me a body of Yours (church) where I can belong. Amen."

Christian Living - God's Wisdom (Proverbs)

2008-10-14T10:18:00.006+08:00

Been reading Proverbs since Job & Psalms...

In Chapt 4, the sub-heading says "Wisdom is Supreme" and I thought...wow!...

Just so many encouraging verses one can find in this "Life book" and as I read Proverbs, picked out some that stands out for me.

"Plans fail for lack of counsel, but with many advisers they succeed" 15:22 (but one needs to first seek God's wisdom in looking for sound spiritual advisors! hahaha!)

"The fear of the Lord teaches a man wisdom, and humility comes before honor" 15:33 (with emphasis on humility)

"All a man's ways seem innocent to him, but motives are weighed by the Lord" 16:2 (so be careful what you think, for your thoughts shapes your life and God is watching!)

"When a man's ways are pleasing to the Lord, he makes even his enemies live at peace with him" 16:7 (can you really GRASP the POWER in this verse?!)

"Pride goes before destruction, a haughty spirit before a fall" 16:18 (A reminder to all: be humble, just as Jesus is humble. He came down to serve, not to be served)

"A perverse man stirs up dissension, and a gossip separates close friends" 15:28 (brings back again on motives and thoughts...scary when friends do that isnt it? Where is love professed?)

Hey, you know what...there are many more, before these chapters and even after...in fact, the whole bible has the answers you need!

So if you are called Christians, then please remember this: it is not a religious thingy, but purely a RELATIONSHIP with God our Father, one whom we call Friend, Counsellor, Author...(the list goes on) The only difference between Him and humans (generic term - man) - He can change situations which man cant, He can transform our lives, He answers when we share with Him, He gives what's best for us, comes with GOOD motives and intentions cos He LOVES us and best of all, HE IS ALWAYS IN US and WITH US!

"Thank you Jesus, for the wonderful priviledge to know you since 13. Thank you for being with me in this life journey where challenges and trials asail...So glad that I can find my hope and joy in You. You've taught me how to love everyone unconditionally, whoever you have brought to my life, you said to love them well (for the least that I treat any of these, I am doing it unto You...). Even for those who are difficult to love, I shall love with the love of the Lord. I wanna persevere (never give up) in this race that You have given and fight the good fight for you... Just wanna say how much I love You, Lord. Amen."

Christian Living - Your present Suffering

2008-10-06T18:02:00.006+08:00

"I consider that our present sufferings are not worth comparing with the glory that will be revealed in us. The creation waits in eager expectation for the sons of God to be revealed. For the creation was subjected to frustration, not by its own choice, but by the will of the one who subjected it, in hope that the creation itself will be liberated from its bondage to decay and brought into the gloriuis freedom of the children of God.

We know that the whole creation has been groaning as in the pains of childbirth right up to the present time. Not only so, but we ourselves, who have the firstfruits of the Spirit, groan inwardly as we wait eagerly for our adoption as sons, the redemption of our bodies. For in this hope we were saved. But hope that is seen is no hope at all. Who hopes for what he already has? But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently.

In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. And he who searches our hearts knows the mind of the Spirit, because the Spirit intercedes for the saints in accordance with God's will.

Romans 8:18-27

"Truly Lord, this is timely reminder and has once again brought much comfort and assurance. I pray that my flesh will yield to your Spirit so that I may think and act in accordance to Your will. In Jesus truth & most precious name I pray, amen."

Memorable Family Outing - Zoo!

2008-09-25T15:27:00.013+08:00

I remembered we last went to the zoo on 17 Dec 2007 in celebration of Josiah's 3rd birthday cos that's one of his favorite spots.

On 18 Aug, we went to the zoo again. This time, it was a very different experience...to me it was special.

God bless the good weather tho it seemed to drizzle in the later half of our exploration but He held the rain till the end! Praise God for Your wonderful Love!

See, this outing was just Jeff, Josiah, Joshua and myself and everyone seemingly did our part in ensuring that it was a family thingy (teamwork would be how Josiah always like to put it, tsktsk) - Papa navigated, set the itinerary to where we should go first, second and thereof, to ensure that we dun miss out on any animal feedings/ shows and Josiah got his requests met to most of the animals he wanted to see...OH boy! now that Josiah knows practically all the animals, we actually need 1 FULL day to see everything!

While mama me took care of the boys' itty gritty needs lor...now that my "entertainer role" has gotten the "jie ban ren" hahaha ---------->>

It's like an "animals-out-of-the-book tour" for the kids except that the tour guides are none other than their WuLaLa PA-MA! Muhahaha...

So what's the responsibilities of the boys then?...WHat else? To ensure that they have their FUNtastic moments and enjoyed to the very last lah!

All 4 of us even took the elephant rides (oh boy! quite costly tho' now that the kiddos also have to pay), but it was really fun, with Jojo on the frontier and lil Josh smacked right between Jeff and myself! But Josh is an adventurer, he takes on all kinds of rides with a stride!

Oh, we also went to the children's playground where the boys had such rolling good time on the slide and splashing themselves with waterplay. Papa even went round "shooting" at the boys! Just seeing all the laughter and smiles on everyone's face remind me once again to be constantly thankful.

Last pit stop- one of the boys' favorite eateries (even for big boy papa), KFC! Well, Josiah got his last request of the day (chicky meal)...and that ends our beautiful outing...well physically (cos it's still beautiful as I think back each time, aww...)

Didnt take much pics tho, but it's ok...the memories stay vivid in my mind...

Lord, I thank you for a wonderful family time at the zoo.

Thank you for the incredible priviledge/s You have bestowed me here on earth; a lover a.k.a. husband to love and cherish; be a support and companion to; 2 lovely boys we can nurture from birth to prepare and equip them to become men after Your heart.

Phew! Glad I finally pen them down cos this entry has been delayed for a month already! heehee...

He has made everything beautiful in its time ~ Eccl 3:11

Special Mother's Day

2008-05-11T16:00:00.009+08:00

Tuesday

Older Son: Mama, mama, ms wong and ee lao si teach us make sunflower today...she say cannot put too many petals and glue, you know...it's for mother's day ;-)

Mama: Oh really? tats so nice...

Wednesday

Older Son: Mama, mama...today we put 2 circles on the sunflower you know. put in the centre of the petals, only 2, not 1...but must wait for it to dry first...

Mama: Oh is it? Only 2, i see i see...

Friday

Older Son: Mama, mama...i got something to show you (going to his school bag)

Mama: hey hey hey, come back and eat your dinner first. Dun walk around when you are eating.

Older Son: But i want to show you something...(and out of his bag came the first surprise)...

..the sunflower that he's been mentioning...giving it to his mother with a smile on his face...

... then out of his bag came another surprise for his mother...

Older Son: Mama, I color myself you know! It's a boy hugging his mother...

Older Son: Happy Mother's Day! :-)

*the mother's heart melted...it was a lovely sunflower that the son did in school with a "letter" of lovely words for mother's day with beautiful borders and coloring done by the son...

Saturday

(Mama came back from work, tired as she was...she entered the house...she was welcomed by a paper on the plain wall of the living room...and out came a smile from his son, saying "Happy Mama Day!")

This was a lovely masterpiece given by 2 lovely boys (4yo and 1yo) to his mother...thanks to their papa, who helped the kids come up with such creative way of presentation ;-)

Later in the evening, papa brought mama and kids for a surprise dinner at "Hong Kong Street"

It was a lovely family time spent together...

Sunday

Sunday school children did a surprise performance for all mummies in the church

Yup...tat's the older son i've been talking about...the one in white...holding firmly to the word "Mother" with his other churchmate ;-)

Josiah is his name, one whom I'm thankful to God for...it's a wonderful priviledge to be his mum. Together with his brother, Joshua, they are indeed God-sent children to bring love, joy and laughter to his parents to form a FAMILY...

Father

And

Mother

Love

You

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Thank you, sons!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Thank you Lord, for the wonderful priviledge of parenthood! Amen!

Psalm 71

2008-02-14T13:33:00.003+08:00

...One that I want to remember in life...

Readers, I didnt realise how long this psalm was till I typed it word for word, haha!

So if you take interest in our blog, take time to read this beautiful psalm of assurance and promise. If too long, then take your bible with you and bookmark this passage, read and digest in parts. I've read this at least 4-5 times, cos it's jus so comforting...

God bless!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

In you, O Lord, I have taken refuge;
let me never be put to shame.
Rescue me and deliver me in your righteousness;
turn your ear to me and save me.
Be my rock of refuge,
to which I can always go;
give the command to save me,
for you are my rock and my fortress.
Deliver me, O my God,
from the hand of the wicked,
from the grasp of evil and cruel men.

For you have been my hope,
O Sovereign Lord,
my confidence since my youth. (Indeed! since I received you in my life when I was 13yo!)
From birth I have relied on you;
you brought me forth from my mother's womb.
I will ever praise you.
I have become a portent to many,
but you are my strong refuge.
My mouth is filled with your praise,
declaring your splendor all day long.

.........(v9-13).............

But as for me, I will always have hope;
I will praise you more and more.
My mouth will tell of your righteousness,
of your salvation all day long,
though I know not its measure.
I will come and proclaim
your mighty acts, O Sovereign Lord;
I will proclaim your righteousness, yours alone.
Since my youth, O God,
you taught me, (YES! Lord, thank you!)
and to this day I declare
your marvelous deeds.
Even when I am old and gray,
do not forsake me, O God,
till I declare your power to
the next generation,
your might to all who are to come.

Your righteousness reaches
to the skies, O God,
you who have done great things.
Who, O God, is like you?
Though you have made me see troubles,
many and bitter, (truly...and so unbearable)
you will restore my life again; (Hallelujah!)
from the depths of the earth
you will again bring me up.
You will increase my honor
and comfort me once again. (Amen!)

I will praise you with the harp
for your faithfulness, O my God;
I will sing praise to you with the lyre,
O Holy One of Israel.
My lips will shout for joy
when I sing praise to you-
I, whom you have redeemed.
My tongue will tell of your righteous acts
all day long,
for those who wanted to harm me
have been put to shame and confusion.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

God is good, all the time.

HE has the right words for His children who called upon His name

2008-01-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

Blessed is he

whose transgressions are forgiven,

whose sins are covered.

Blessed is the man whose sin

the LORD does not count against him

and in whose spirit is no deceit.

When I kept silent, my bones wasted away

through my groaning all day long.

For day and night your hand was heavy upon me;

my strength was sapped as in the heat of summer.

Then I acknowledged my sin to You

and did not cover up my iniquity.

I said, "I will confess my transgressions to the LORD"-

and You forgave the guilt of my sin.

Therefore let everyone who is godly pray to you

while you may be found;

surely when the mighty waters rise,

they will not reach him.

You are my hiding place;

you will protect me from trouble

and surround me with songs of deliverence.

I will instruct you and teach

you in the way you should go;

I will counsel you and watch over you.

Do not be like the horse or the mule

which have no understanding

but must be controlled by bit and bridle

or they will not come to you.

Many are the woes of the wicked,

but the LORD's unfailing love

surrounds the man who trusts in Him.

Rejoice in the LORD and be glad, you righteous;

sing, all you who are upright in heart!

I've chosen to type word for word instead of the convenience of copy and paste from bible gateway so that Your words, O Lord, will continue to impress upon my heart.

I've chosen to dwell in this passage and be embrace by Your awesome love.

I've chosen to turn away from the ugliness of the world and seek Your face only.

I've chosen to run to You and not walk anymore.

You make all things beautiful in Your time...

Your breath of life has revived me once again...

Thank you Counsellor, Prince of Peace, and I ask that you may continue to journey with me as I humbly seek you...Amen...

A Psalm of Comfort & Assurance

2007-12-22T01:12:00.000+08:00

May the Lord answer you when you are in distress;

may the name of the God of Jacob protect you.

May he send you help from the sanctuary

and grant you support from Zion.

May he remember all your sacrifices

accept your burnt offerings.

May he give you the desire of your heart

and make all your plans succeed.

We will shout for joy when you are victorious

and will lift up our banners in the name of our God.

May the Lord grant all your requests.

Now I know that the Lord saves his anointed;

he answers him from his holy heaven

with the saving power of his right hand.

Some trust in chariots and some in horses,

but we trust in the name of the Lord our God.

They are brought to their knees and fall,

but we rise up and stand firm.

O Lord save the king!

Answer us when we call!

~ Psalm 20 ~

Call upon the name of the Lord, and be saved....

He Will Ride Through The Storms With Me

2007-08-08T00:46:00.000+08:00

Have been going through a stormy journey...perhaps it has been all along...and it's building up...

But I wanna thank the Lord even in this difficult times...He watches over me...bless me with a prayer partner, a woman of faith.

And through her, God gave His word of assurance today:

"You have shown me great and severe troubles

but You shall revive me again

and bring me up again from the depths of the earth.

You shall increase my greatness and comfort me on every side."

~ Psalm 71:20,21

Thank you Father. For those of you facing trials and tribulations, may these verses bless your heart too...

SAHM!

2007-04-27T14:35:00.000+08:00

Perhaps my young readers would be baffled at this acronym..."Huh?"...

Hahaha, that simply means Stay At-Home Mum la! Yup, can't believe that I would one day be a SAHM, tho' tots do cross my mind when I had Josiah, but now it finally materialises!

Hmm, wats the experience? Well, I guess its a mixture of both. But I think I did take for granted "Sorry God!" cos I know God send 2 helpers to ease my load so as to allow me to settle in fast and juggle my time between the 2 boys, yet here I am, dilly dally, wake up late daily and stuff, jus too relaxed!

I must get back to my busy routine fast cos in a couple of weeks time, my most efficient helper (meant for my late FIL), Annie, will probably have to go. If finance allows, trust me, I WOULD LOVE to keep her by my side. She really has a way with my kids, always so energetic with them; read to them; play with them; in addition to the roles of chores and cooking! If she ever gets a chance to read this (which probably never will), here's wat I would wanna tell her:-

"Annie, I love you. Tho' you are employed as a maid to my MIL, both Jeff and myself never see you as one. Likewise for Josiah and Joshua, we see you as a big kak kak to our beloved children and a great helper to both Jeff and myself. I wish you the very best in your future employment and I pray that our good Lord will bless you with good homes where you can continue to be showered with God's Love. You are gonna be fondly missed..."

Oh dear...I really hope I can control my tears on the day when she leaves...gee...

Wide Gate or Narrow Gate? (Matt 7:13-14)

2007-03-22T18:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm, was spending time with God and thought I wanna pen down these interesting verses.

Though the verses refer very much about choosing a secular life (wide gate) or everlasting life (narrow gate), it also applies very well in my current situation. *Psss...anyway, I've already chosen the narrow gate and have been enjoying the journey behind the gate, hahaha...

Wide Gate
There're times when I struggle whether I should be back to a full-time job, particularly when I look at our house finances. It's not that we dont have enough, but its that we've to be stringent in everything we spend on. And also, I feel quite bogged down at times having to take care of 2 kids day in/ day out. You know, like some would term it "Huang lian po", hahaha...

IF...I go back to working full-time, we can either engage a maid to help with the chores and take care of 2 kids while we're at work, or put the 2 kids to infant and child care respectively. Honestly, I feel that is a easy way out for parents to skip parenting and nuturing duties (but there're, I must say, some genuine cases where the family needs 2 to support the household).

Narrow Gate
Such thoughts come to me every now and then (which is not a good thought to entertain), especially when I'm handling the finance matters in the family. When I was doing part-time, it's not so bad, cos I only spend 4hrs a day out-of-sight from the kids, can earn some income to supplement the family and can even impact youngsters' lives!

So, I'd still wanna work part-time again. If any of you know of any jobs (best if its home-based), do let me know ok, like tuition la, co-ordination la...! hahaha! so that I can still spend a reasonable amount of time nurturing my children (that God has entrusted me) and bring in income for the family!

Prayer Request
It's my prayer that with this decision that I have made, Josiah and Joshua will grow up to be men of God (through grounding them with spiritual values), standing firm in God's truth and not depart from His Words (through daily prayers). After all, it's just 3-5yrs of sacrifices as a SAHM or part-time worker (I keep reminding myself), so I'm just gonna perservere and ask that the Lord may see me through this period. Father, I ask that you may supply all my needs according to your riches in glory. Amen.

Monday Blues?!...

2007-03-19T13:47:00.000+08:00

It's a slow going Monday for me. Thought I could sleep in a little longer, but Josiah kept opening the door and asked me for permission to switch on his favorite Barney show...haiz, eventually got woken by this "alarm clock", hahaha...

Irregardless, am gonna start spending a good amount of quality time with the Lord today. So, hopefully, I can share some insights with you tomorrow, rather than sharing with you just my happenings, k!

Look out for juicier & Xciting things I'm about to share with you!

Bye for now!...

Whoa! I'm like a PUMPkin in Orchard!

2007-03-16T17:51:00.001+08:00

Gee...since being a mother, I have not been to a PROPER shopping spree for like "decades" man!

See, I needed to get a cotton top to cover my nursing spag top which has got slits on the sides for breastfeeding, but dunno where I can get a presentable and yet affordable one. So called one of my trendy mummy friend up and she recommended me to check out Far East Plaza.

Oo La lA! Didnt know that the place sells lots of nice clothings and bags! *wondering what world am I in now...* So, told my dear husband that I must come back again, but this time, not just restraint to 2hrs but a good half day at least! *which means, my 2 children have to come along, cos gotta bf one and cant leave the other at home* hahaha...and oh, dun get me wrong! I'm not gonna buy lots of stuff. But at least, keep myself abreast on the latest fashion in town. Been wanting to get a bigger lady bag to contain my 2 kiddos' stuff and yet can use it when I go out alone. So still looking out for one.

ok...better run along to get showered. Both my princes gonna be up anytime now, my break time's over! Muahahaha....!

Time Ticks...

2007-03-14T17:12:00.000+08:00

Now that I have alittle time at hand, I'd better blog more before it starts to rot again...hahaha...

Well, let me see...I had a good time playing soccer with Josiah after his lunch today! It was fun being able to spend time with him alone which I do make it a point to do so daily. Cos I have to feed Joshua every 2hrly, so little time is allocated for Jo Jo. But guess it'd made up by sitting beside him watching his Disney Playhouse together and talking to him about the shows we watch. At least, he'd know that I care and love him lots still...

Need to really think how to better make full use of a day's time to nurture these 2 kids at their stages. "Oh Father, grant me wisdom for your children I pray! Amen!"

Just wanna learn to enjoy every stage of their development.

"God makes all things beautiful in His time!" ~ Eccl

Reaching Out or Follow-Up

2007-03-14T03:29:00.000+08:00

Which is more important?

Wats the point of reaching out when there's no follow-up?!?

I've been struggling with this for a while cos each time I hear of people being eager and on fire to reach out, I would be more than eager to ask "So, whats the follow-up plan then?"

While we may think that we've brought someone to the Lord by saying the sinner's prayer with them and welcoming them to God's family, we have actually done them a great dis-service if we fail to share with them the fundamental truths of God, like His Love (John 3:16), His strength (Phil 4:13) when we feel weak...the list goes on. There're jus so many beautiful promises and assurances that God has given us thru His Word that we'd have missed the mark if we don't share this with new believers so that they may experience the joy, peace and intimate relationship like we do!

So, friends, I urge you. Don't jus stop at saving souls, continue to run the race of transforming their lives by leading them to Christ! And how to do it? Thru the Word of God and the Holy Spirit! Don't know how? Beep me, quick quick!!!

*I love becos He first loved me and chose to die on the cross for me even while I was a sinner and was unfaithful...wat more can I ask?!?*

It's ALIVE!

2007-03-14T03:13:00.000+08:00

Hahaha...in case some of you tot our blog is "gone-a-do", then U R WRONG!

Juz that both Jeff and myself have been really busy to post any entries; he with his work, ministry and now, with his newly loved sport - tchoukball! While yours truly, is keeping her hands full with 2 princes...YES! The arrival of God's yet another blessing, Joshua Ang! You should have seen Josiah, he really loves his brother very much and it affects him when Joshua cries and he loves to hold him, hug him and even kiss him! aww...such a sweet brother! jus melt mummy's heart!

I must say its not easy to cope with 2 lil ones, but God is good! He never fails to send his angels (my MIL and her helper) when I needed badly! So, for now, I'm a lil dat relaxed cos there are 3 of us to take care of 2 of them while my hubby goes to work! PTL!

Joshua's born on 14 Jan 07, tho' his due date's supposed to be 24 Jan. I guess God could have wanted him to have the opportunity to meet his late grandfather (who passed on on his due date)...well, it wasn't easy during my first 2 weeks of confinement, having to juggle with healing, adjusting to lil addition, Jeff's father's funeral and handling house matters with my mum alone.

Oh oh! You know wat! God again worked miraculously in helping me deliver Joshua! Wow!...I'm jus so in awe of Him, man! This time, no nun came in to pray for me, so while Jeff was out getting his dinner, I told Joshua (who's then still in my tummy) that we have to ask God for yet another miracle this time (knowing that mummy here is very afraid of pain). And...*drum roll* Josh came out in jus 4hrs time (6pm-10pm)! Hallelujah! ~personal nurse remained unchanged...who else but my beloved hubby! muahahaha!...

Yup, that perhaps sums up wats been happening in the month of Jan-Mar, cos still on maternity, so nothing much changes for now until 1 Apr, cos...*keep u guys in suspense first*

*sent this entry at 3.25am cos throat's irritating me and I couldnt getta sleep...could also be the ice-blended mocha that I had with Jeff earlier (on our short date) tsk tsk...its been a long while since we dated...

In Rememberance of My Late Father

2006-11-01T00:38:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging for a good 3months now...

Wat can I say? Hmm...its been a trying 3mths for me, have been wanting to blog but too tied up at home with Josiah to do so and dun wanna use my work time to do much of my personal stuff...not ethical mah...so finally, now is the time! tsk tsk...

Well, as I reflect, I guessed wat I'd wanna pen down here will be the memories of my late earthly father. Didnt getta see his last cos the minute I stepped into the Assisi Home and Hospice, he breathed his last. Some would say that he could sense my presence but in me will be one regret in life that I wasnt by his side when he left this world. It was very painful for me...(cant continue now)...

Memories of him
Being a gambler, smoker and alcoholic, he didnt contribute much to the family to be honest, and even chose to leave the family while I was in sch over another woman, leaving my mum to toil and struggle during those period of time where she had to undergo 2 major ops by herself (without her husband's support).

Even I had to bring him back from my grandma's place cos of some cooked-up story that he had told her such that I received a good scolding for not taking care of my own father. There was such great hatred and bitterness in me towards my father then ( I was about 18 or so if I'm not wrong).

But God did not let me wallow in such bitterness. After the episode, whenever it came to watchnight service where it was a time of reflection and such, I would cry hours before Him when I shared with Him my hatred cos that's one of the main hinderances that hindered my relationship with God . For a good 3 years, God has allowed healing to take place in my heart, bit by bit...and eventually, the hatred diminished. It was more of a neutral feeling I have towards my late father than hatred. It's really amazing how God can do that to my life, really.

So over the years, I've been the "middle-woman" between my late father and the rest of my family members. It hasnt been easy but I know for sure, God didnt put me into this family for no reason. Many out there share similar experiences as me and I was able to relate and empathise. When I was able to share how God has transformed my life thru all these experiences, I felt blessed that His promise that " He will never leave me or forsake me" is ever so true. His love and strength have sustained and carry me thru all these while.

Well, even in my late father's last days, I'm glad that I remained faithful and filial ("Honor thy parents," saith the Lord) to him. My prayer now is that during those times when he was prayed for daily by Sis Christine in the hospice, he's met with the Lord along the way and found eternal home for himself, a place where there's fullness of love, joy and peace. No matter what he's done in the past, I still love him, cos he's been given to me by God, to be my earthly father...

Newsflash!!!!

2006-07-27T12:43:00.000+08:00

ok ok...I've received several "complains" about our blog rotting la...no happenings la...so touched to know you guys out there CARE so much to want to know the latest happenings in Triple J City yea?

Now, firstly, need to apologise to my "fair lady"-Germaine, for not keeping my promise to at least update monthly cos i was too pre-occupied with family matters in Jun.

Well, my dad has been diagnosed of advanced stage of kidney cancer a month ago. His tumor's like 10cm big and its quite obvious! Many have asked how come the docs didnt detect it long ago???

Haiz, have been in and out of hospital making visits to him every alternate days after realising how tired it was for daily visits to SGH, especially with this preggie state of mine...

Jus went with him for a follow-up today with the urology (surgeon) to discuss the op to remove the tumor but was sad to hear that it cant b done soon cos of his poor nutrition.

During this time, I puked even more, not cos of my pregnancy, but cos I had to clean up his mess when he shitted on his pants or diapers. I'm particularly sensitive to smell, sound and sight during tis early trimester of pregnancy, so to handle all these is so trying, even had problem changing Josiah's poo for now too!

Well, but my daily night prayer to God is not to ask Him to take all these problems away, but to ask Him what His purpose or will for me to go thru all these? For I know that He will not let me go thru things that I cant handle, "His grace is sufficient for me" and "His strength is made perfect in my weakness".

I've applied leave to stay home for a couple of weeks and now I'm into my 3rd week as a homemaker now cos of the need to look after Josiah myself and to seek God for His plans.

WILL U PRAY FOR GOD'S DIRECTION IN MY LIFE?

I'm glad when I received the good news that one of my buddies, Meena, might soon be my neighbor! Ha...so cool right!

OKie Dokie...gotta sign off here cos Jeff gotta use the comp liao...promise will update again, k k! *grin*

Guess wat?!? I'm Xpecting again!!!

2006-05-29T15:25:00.000+08:00

Can you believe it? 2yrs ago, I was jus telling some of you the fun and adventures I'd missed out during the youth camp, some of you came back with such Xciting stories of high and low elements that you went thru..BOY! told myself that I'm sure gonna make it the next time round!...which is tomorrow till Sun actually...

Jie said there's a big beach and many adventurous stuff that we getta do there during convention, and I'm really looking forward to it, even with Josiah along...but SO TIMELY came the news that I'm 5-6weeks pregnant, as officially informed by my humorous gynae- Dr Koh today. Happy is Papa, but disappointed is Mama who gotta miz yet another year of adventure!!!!! Urghh!!!!...Oh well, take it that I'll be going there for a leisure holiday...i hope...So, Papa, beta wise up and do your job well! ;p

Symptoms are acting up already, feeling pukey and easily tired during the day, jus pray that it'll be over by 2nd trimester...well, at least I'm thankful that Josiah has alittle playmate to look forward to and the age gap is not too far apart, jus abt 2yrs, hee hee...

So, God, here's my daily prayer for our little oneS:-

"Dear God, thank you for yet another little blessing that you've added to our J family. May you bless the smooth pregnancy and delivery of this 2nd child of God, like you've miraculous blessed the first one too!

And may you continually mould and refine Josiah to whom you'd want him to be; that he may grow up to be a God-fearing child of yours; teach us to be wise parents in nurturing this child and the lil one to come, oh Lord, so that they will not depart from Your Words of Truth.

I make this prayer thru Jesus Christ my Lord and Saviour, Amen." (",)

HE changes EVERYTHING!

2006-04-24T13:14:00.000+08:00

Gee...realise tat neither my ah lao or myself have been updating much since my first and last long heartfelt sharing...Hmm...HOW CAN!! Now a short update.

Ok, so here it is. Its been a challenging past 2 weeks for me, with Jeff in Myanmar together with 3 Yth leaders-Lynn, Ser and Melly, Amanda, Jie and Major Andy.

Many things happened during those weeks, significant and insig. 1st week was Good Fri & Easter Sun where i was busy with the little skit to be put up on Sun itself, to remind everyone (incl myself on the agape love of Jesus on the cross). In the midst of it comes the bad news of my Father-in-law (FIL) and in repl of Jeff's absence, i made time to visit him in hospital everyday, well, of cos other than the daily chores as a women, n being Papa and mama for my beloved son.

2nd week passed quickly with similar activities too until the day where the team came back. Josiah and i went to welcome them back together with all other well wishers. & guess wat! Haiyah! These naughty gals!!...

While waiting for their luggages to be picked up, 3 musketeers came running up to the glass door and showed me a white bag, indicating tat they've got something back for me. Tho' i didnt show too much of expression, but in me, was excitement!

Then when 3M came out, they're so excited, asked me to close my eyes, cannot touch but took a deep breathe and such...i tot it's gonna b something creepy, slimy or wat...MYANMAR AIR (per say) is wat these cheeky 3M's brought back for me! Wat an anti-climax!!!!

But they are actually lovely la, sang me a song tats all abt me after they gave me the MA. Tot tats really sweet tho...heehee...

Ok, now back to a not-so-hectic routine (at least dun have to play Papa role anymore). & updating myself with some of my babies' blogs. Hmm...hurtings, distracted, frus, searching for God...quite a few needs there i've to pray for. But like wat one of them said "My prayer does the things, my hands cannot do..." & I truly believe that PRAYER CHANGES THINGS - tho' He may not necessary change the circumstances one is facing, or taking away the trouble one is undergoing...but perhaps is His peace that surpasses all understanding, His wisdom for us to learn how to handle or even the strength which by our own, is so limited! He KNOWS the best for us when we ask of Him!

Eh...did i say its supposed to be a short one? Oh dear. Ok, next time, it'll be short for sure. Please continue to pray for my FIL's result to be favorable, tat he will be ministered by God during this time too. Thanks readers.

MY MEMOrable FEB 2006! Whee!

2006-03-02T13:03:00.000+08:00

OK, dunno how tis is gonna turn out, but gonna give it a shot anyway. Yup, ok...I know I've not been blogging other than my other half. Try entering into mama & wifey-hoods AND you'll know! Hahaha...BUT one thing for sure, God has intended all of these for good of yours truly(moi la)!

Tis Feb marked one of the most touching moments of my life (other than my awesome wedding day of cos!) First was the SURprise blessings from my beloved leaders & youths on our 2nd wedding anniversary; a beautiful Melt-My-Heart anniv. cake which had our Triple J photo; thrown to the pool by my DEAREST, so to speak!; had our wedding vows recited by our "substituted but pro-de-de" pastor, Melly; even to the extent of exchanging crystal rings! (Yeah!... i got new ring!); & ended up eating "ourselves" while still dumping others into the pool! hahaha...

Then come the actual anniversary day where we FINALLY got to bring our beloved son to the ZOO. It was fun, both BIG & small boys enjoyed themselves; one reading all the big & small prints of each animal we went to while the other's busy touching Every BIG & small thing, ha! Too bad we didnt end our night off with lovely dinner cos Jeff's gotta go for his BSF, but i'm VERY sure the Lord always blesses us with pleasant surprises with sacrifices we made for Him...cos WE LOVE HIM!

Within the week (naturally), comes my birthday on Fri (17 Feb), ha... darl (a.k.a. hubby) arranged for a beach outing for us and there, we had a relaxed time where he pitched a tent and cycled Josiah around while I took my "dream rest" supposedly (if not for the men outside my tent where half the time, i gotta be cautious in case they cross the line!) Well, that was a nice thought from him tho...

...We brought Josiah over to MIL's house after that cos he told me that we had to go home and get changed for dinner (JUZ the 2 OF UZ!) 1st time (out of all his plans that are so predictable) I felt so uncertain and UNpredictable! I was thrilled! Then...ha, came his loop holes one by one nearing our house! 1st was my keys in his bunch of keys ("Where's ur keys huh? How cum mine's in ur bunch?"...i started to qn. Suspecting either there're gonna be ppl waiting for us @ home or something)...Then he kinda bent over to take a look thru the wooden door, as if to see if lights were off already. FINALLY...!...

"Tada!" a wonderfully set candlelight dinner with a bouquet of Tulips was set before my very EYES! Awww...my heart's melting then. When I stepped in, I saw a gift on the table; a unique book of memories when a few of us went to Cameron Highlands for a retreat, coupled with some "ODD" pics (WHOeva suggested to even put in there!) as well as growing stage of my boyfriend...tats tats tats...juz...AWW...some were Xpecting my tears to roll down by all these arrangement (but sorry man, I've told myself to take it easy, ha!)

But all these plannings were really masterworks of my beloved youth leaders: Serene (Designer), Mel ("p/t pastor" cum co-chef), Lynn (Chef), Tina (co-helper) and Yong Kiat ("blessor") together with my lifelong partner, a.k.a. Ah lao! Thanks Guys & lao gong *muack*muack*

That Valentine/ Birthday week has been truly beautiful. To end off the week was a specially arranged dinner by my buddies- May & Meena. Had a good gathering and comparable to restaurant standard- western dinner by main chef -Spencer over at May & Mike's house.

Wat more can I say? The blessings of friends who can only come from God! Like wat His words promises in Eccl "Blessed is he(she) who has one hand held by man(friend); and the other, by God!" How true is that!

Here you go...my first blog...& a SUPER-DUPER long one! Enjoy reading & be blessed!

Josiah during the Chinese New Year

2006-02-14T09:43:00.000+08:00

Josiah taking his first baby steps

Gongxi gongxi!

Josiah with oranges

Happy 2nd Anniversary & Valentine's Day !

2006-02-14T09:22:00.000+08:00

Today is my wife and my 2nd wedding anniversary and we are bringing Josiah to the zoo ! =)

I must say these 2 years have come and go very fast, time does fly ! Married life has been very interesting to say the least and spending 24/7 together really helps us to know each other better, though not always smoothly =p We are only at the beginning of our journey together but I want to take this chance to tell my wifey I LOVE YOU !!! no matter what =)

There will always be ups and downs in a marriage but both of us know that it is for life and we are going to enjoy it and work through things always. There is no exit door such as divorce coz we are joined together by God. What a blessing that both of us share the same faith and love Him coz everytime we disagree on issues, there is only 1 solution - work it thru no matter how hard ! Because divorce is not an option, like it or not, we have to work thru issues and in the process, our relationship is strengthen greatly.

Yes I can definitely see us holding hands at the nice age of 50 and strolling in the park haha. Thank you Jo for sharing our life together *muack*

"For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and the two will become one flesh. So they are no longer two, but one. Therefore what God has joined together, let man not separate" Matt 19:5-6

How True !

2006-02-09T09:50:00.000+08:00

A quote by Johann van Goethe.

"Knowing is not enough, we must apply.
Willing is not enough, we must do."

How true in our Christian walk! I am reminded by the passage in James 1:22-24 where so often we listen to God's word but we do not follow. The key word is ACTION so let us start to APPLY, to DO, to ACT on what the Spirit has convicted upon our heart.

And do you know that there is a promise of blessing in v25 if we are to continue to do and not forgetting ... "he will be blessed in what he does".

"Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says" James 1:22

"Chu Fa" on "Chu Ba"

2006-02-06T02:24:00.000+08:00

Today is the eighth day of the Chinese New Year and our youths went to do house vistation after service. We visited 5 houses, THANK YOU Peck Kiang, Major & Mrs, Jeff & Susan, Hang Chuan & Karen and Byron & Alice ! You all got nice places and thank you for your time and hospitality !

I am also really thankful that we are beginning to see some progress within the youths. I could see that they were getting to know one another better through the interaction. More importantly, I also noticed that the newer youths who had joined us only recently are beginning to be comfortable and getting to talk to and know the regular ones. I am also glad that our youth leaders are making time to know the youths and not hang out only among themselves. The most encouraging thing for me was to hear from one of the parents during the visitation that she actually knew a youth leader is following up on her daughter throughout the weeks and she shared her appreciation for this youth leader and her confidence in our YM. Yup she knew who the youth leader was too =)

Another thing to thank God for ! One of our youths spoke to me today and told me that she wanted to start tithing and in fact started today. I am so thankful to see her growing. To be honest, it was quite unexpected but hey the Spirit convicts from within ! I know that she is going to need further encouragement to become consistent in tithing. Sure pray that we will be able to journey alongside her to encourage her.

Yes it's a happy day ..... God is GOOD all the time ! Keep praying for our youths !

People Need The Lord

2006-01-31T09:53:00.000+08:00

Recently, a few conversations with various people (of which I shall keep the content private) can't help but put in my heart a burden and reinforce the growing realisation that there are really a lot of needs out there in the world. People, both believers and pre-believers, are lost and hurting and they really need to experience the fullness of God's grace and love. They are searching for directions, acceptance, support and love in their life journeys. Not everyone goes around showing these obvious signs but very often if one takes time to converse with them, these needs will rise to the surface from within.

Sometimes I feel so helpless as there is only so many one can try to encourage and follow up. These verses really come to my mind .....

"When he saw the crowds, he had compassion on them, because they were harassed and helpless, like sheep without shepherd. Then he said to his disciples, "The harvest is plentiful but the workers are few. Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field." Matt 9:36-38

Keep praying for people !

Thanksgiving for Youth Ministry !

2006-01-24T00:17:00.000+08:00

Looking back the last few months, I really want to thank God for his providence in Changi's Youth Ministry (YM) which I serve, in so many many ways. As the team of youth leaders interceded and prayed for YM, God has provided many answers, from raising up new youth leaders to serve Him, opening our eyes to see the potentials in others, and granting us favors in the eyes of men and many other answered prayers. Indeed it is a strong reminder that God is the one at work, not us. He desires only obedience from us, those who would say "Here am I, send me!" and to carry our cross daily.

We just had our very first YM "Meet the Parents" session (sounds like school hehe) and I must say it was very fruitful to dialogue with the parents. Looking back, truly we have come a long way, starting from scratch without us realising it. God is really amazing in the way He has develop the YM to minister to His children.

So I just want to say a big thank you to Lynn, Serene, Melissa, Tina and Yong Kiat, for partnering Jo and I this year to serve Him together. I really appreciate it & truly humbled ! Ya'll have taught me a lot of things. I am very sure we will have a great time as we co-labor together coz we love Christ with a passion =)

Will the Youth Ministry fall flat or fail ? I have only one answer - Let's continue to stay God-centred & focus on being a person of God.

Becoming Great for God !

2006-01-20T13:07:00.000+08:00

I have this daily calendar called "God's Little Instruction Book" on my office table and today's page just kinda jumped out at me .....

No horse gets anywhere until he is harnessed. No life ever grows great until it is focused, dedicated, disciplined.

"In a race, everyone runs but only one person gets first prize ... to win the contest you must deny yourselves many things that would keep you from doing your best." 1 Cor 9:24a, 25 TLB

Ahh the challenges of living for Him .... there is much pain and sacrifice. I have not gotten there yet but as I looked back at what He has done for me, I can only say that it is definitely well worth it. And if the little I have glimpsed of God's majesty and grace so far is a sign of things to come at the end, then I am going to press on and focus on the finishing line.

Humility

2006-01-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

I have always known that another description for meekness is "power under control" but just today I came across an interesting description for humility from a book I am reading. From a Biblical point of view, humility is "disciplined strength and other-centred power".

Tthe main goal for godly leaders is to reflect the life of Christ in their own lives. 3 points stood out ....

1) Jesus is God but he took the form of a servant. A humble leader doesn't flaunt his position or power. Instead, he identifies with the weakest member of the team.
2) Jesus demonstrated humility through obedience to God the Father. A humble leader doesn't impose his or her will on God, but submits to God's commands.
3) Jesus waited for his Father to lift him up. A humble leader doesn't grab for power or position. He or she patiently waits for God to increase his or her influence.

I'm beginning to get back into my long-neglected routine of reading books whenever I can and I really thank God for teaching me new stuff everyday ... Concurrently reading "Purpose Driven Church" and "God's Words of Life For Leaders". God has really used these books to guide me so much.

I think we all live in a very busy world and besides reading the Bible, I would rather use any other spare reading time to read books that will nourish my soul and help me know God better.

Why not make it a goal of yours this year to grow in Him by choosing to read books that will please Him ?

"I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints " Eph 1:18

Obedience to Authority

2006-01-13T00:52:00.000+08:00

I have a feeling that God is trying to teach me about authority these few days. I subscribe to a sports devotion newsletter and the most recent one has this to teach me.

"How do you handle authority? I am not talking about when you agree with them. Are you submissive or does that word in itself make you feel uneasy? The Scriptures are full of charges to obey authority in all walks of life.

"Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. "Honor your father and mother"—which is the first commandment with a promise— "that it may go well with you and that you may enjoy long life on the earth."Fathers, do not exasperate your children; instead, bring them up in the training and instruction of the Lord.

Slaves, obey your earthly masters with respect and fear, and with sincerity of heart, just as you would obey Christ. Obey them not only to win their favor when their eye is on you, but like slaves of Christ, doing the will of God from your heart. Serve wholeheartedly, as if you were serving the Lord, not men, because you know that the Lord will reward everyone for whatever good he does, whether he is slave or free.

And masters, treat your slaves in the same way. Do not threaten them, since you know that he who is both their Master and yours is in heaven, and there is no favoritism with him." Eph 6:1-9

Then yesterday one of my colleague gave me an encouragement card that carries the verse below.

Obey your leaders and submit to their authority. They keep watch over you as men who must give an account. Obey them so that their work will be a joy, not a burden, for that would be of no advantage to you." Heb 13:17

In her card, she also pledged her support to me despite knowing that I am not perfect and that we have different ways to handle things. I think she really shows me how to make choices that are not based on human wants, but based on what the Bible teaches. I pray that I too, will strive to be a good testimony in the way I submit to those whom God has put in charge of me.

"Remind the people to be subject to rulers and authorities, to be obedient, to be ready to do whatever is good, to slander no one, to be peaceable and considerate, and to show true humility toward all men." Titus 3:1-2

"Submit yourselves for the Lord's sake to every authority instituted among men: whether to the king, as the supreme authority, or to governors, who are sent by him to punish those who do wrong and to commend those who do right. For it is God's will that by doing good you should silence the ignorant talk of foolish men." 1 Pet 2:13-15

Photos from the Retreat !

2006-01-02T09:38:00.001+08:00

T.A.W.G .. facing the golf course !

"When are we advancing ah ?"

When we need to relax, we know who to bully .. eerr I mean look for.

Our honorary member sitting in to make sure we pay attention. Alas! Give him 1 biscuit and his attention is diverted ...

He even screens all our calls! Quick, 1 more biscuit !

Father & Son's Bonding Time.

Portray of a Future Family ? =p

Youth Leaders Training Retreat

2006-01-02T01:04:00.000+08:00

Blessed New Year! Phew it's been a crazy few weeks, December is a busy month alrite !

Just before Christmas, a group of us went for our training retreat to prepare ourselves for God to use in the new year (which is now!). It was a truly wonderful time of learning about the topic of Servant Leadership, modeled by our Lord Jesus, having godly fellowship (I shall touch on this subject another time) and spending time with Him. We were travelling around, spending morning TAWG (make a guess what it means) at East Coast beach and other places like Orchid Country Club and Jalan Kayu (have to make sure the roti pratas are still up to standard). Suffice to say, I really enjoyed myself.

Praise God too as 1 more youth stepped up to commit as a Youth Leader for 2006. Truly marvellous to see God raising up more leaders !

Here are the 7 principles of Servant Leadership (SL) for any leaders out there !

1) SL humble themselves and wait for God to exalt them. (Luke 14:7-11)
2) SL follow Jesus rather than seek a position. (Mark 10:32-40)
3) SL give up personal rights to find greatness in service to others. (Mark 10:41-45)
4) SL can risk serving others becasue they trust that God is in control of their lives. (John 13:3)
5) SL take up Jesus' towel of servanthood to meet the needs of others. (John 13:4-11)
6) SL share their responsibility and authority with others to meet a greater need. (Acts 6:1-6)
7) SL multiply their leadership by empowering others to lead. (Exodus 18:17-23)

There you go, you can even use this for your devotion this week =)

Joke of the day heard about a friend who smsed Melissa during the retreat ....
"I heard you all are on a retreat. So when are you advancing ah ?"

2005-12-31T12:41:00.000+08:00

I was trying to help Tina find a song for our Youth Leaders' Training Retreat the other day. So I did a search on Yahoo and chanced upon this website instead. Hope you have Flash Player !

Power Of Love

Such great love from Him .... Perhas we can start loving Him with a simple step of bringing our bible for church in the new year.

Do you know if you are saved ?

2005-12-31T02:22:00.000+08:00

Check out the scrolling footer ! Memory verse for Assurance of Salvation for all those out there who want to start memorising scripture verses and hide God's word on your heart.

"All scripture is God-breathed and is useful for teaching, rebuking, correcting and training in righteousness, so that the man of God may be thoroughly equipped for every good work" 2 Tim 3:16-17

Triple J's Family Blog

2005-12-30T23:59:00.000+08:00

Woah took me a while to transfer everything, point the tag board and picasa to the right spot but I'm all set .. I hope !

And nope I did not do it for any money =p Let me explain .... Jo started this blog a while back but has been too busy to add more entries. (Partly also not familar lah but don't tell her that ...) and since I have started blogging to share and hopefully encourage all those who read blogs, we decided to merge our blog together. After all, we are a family and we should learn to do things together. Oh btw don't be surprised to see Josiah's entries here haha

It's already a joy for me to be able to co-labour with her in our ministry so I shall try my very best to let her know I appreciate her a lot ... starting from cleaning the storeroom and moping the floor ... =)

"The family that blogs together, stays together" =p

Retreat with God @ Cameroon Highlands

2005-12-29T14:23:00.000+08:00

Triple J @ OMF Bungalow

With missionaries from Sweden

Lynn, Amanda, Serene & Melissa with Josiah

The retreat in Sept was truly wonderful and those of us who went up to find rest in God, we came back refreshed! The bungalow we stayed in belongs to OMF, Oversea Missionary Fellowship and is situated in Cameroon Highlands. The weather was very cooling, the scenary quite breath-taking and the strawberries yummy ! The trip was about 10 hours long though, as we make our own way up. Sure looking forward to go there again !

A word of caution : Do not go there if you are not seeking God, it will be absolutely boring. TV doesn't work, no shopping mall, no arcade, no distraction ! =p Just the presence of God covering and ministering to us but only if one are sensitive to Him.

"This is what the LORD says: "Stand at the crossroads and look; ask for the ancient paths, ask where the good way is, and walk in it, and you will find rest for your souls. But you said, 'We will not walk in it." Jer 6:16

Like Father, Like Son too ?

2005-12-29T14:15:00.000+08:00

The "aggrieved party" in the earlier post has requested for a right of reply and here is her photo =)

Okay okay, like father too !

We have fun as a family =) I luv you, wifey !! *muack*

Xhristos ? Christmas ?

2005-12-27T02:00:00.000+08:00

Greek ? English ? Half Greek Half English ?

I was reading Joel's blog and Major Bob shared some very helpful information about the word X'mas which has its Greek origin in ancient Christianity. I have put 2 links here for those who would like to learn more and you can make up your own mind. =)

BBC Article
Wikipedia.org

As for me, I tend to agree with the lady in the bbc article ....

"It is the glib way people substitute Christ with this anonymous 'X'. It's all part of the PC picture - Christianity gets squashed into a smaller and smaller corner."
She is also not convinced by the argument that the word's history makes it acceptable.
"It makes it a bit better but, at the same time, people aren't writing it for that reason. They are writing it for quickness," she said.
"When it comes down to it, it doesn't really matter, but it's just part of the whole degeneration of what, for me personally, is very important."

I cringe when I heard DJs on the airwave going " ... X(axe)'Mas time here again .. " Now truly, how many people out there in the world really know or understand the actual meaning of X'mas ?

Merry Christmas / Merry Xhristos everyone ! =)

Do You Worry ?

2005-12-26T09:03:00.000+08:00

Do you worry over things like results, relationships, reactions from people, issues, deadlines, priorities and other pressures etc ? I do ! But as I spend time with Him, thank God I am learning to worry less and to depend on Him more .

Managed to wake up earlier today to spend time with Him and oh boy I feel like I've been refreshed from within my soul as I read His words and talk to Him.

We all know Matthew 6 teaches us not to worry about anything. I've always struggle to explain in details except to say "dun worry, dun worry!" when encouraging others till I come across this explanation .....

1) The same God who gives us the greater gift of life will certainly supply the lesser gifts of food and clothing.
2) The God who cares for birds will care for his people.
3) Worry expends energy pointlessly. it doesn't change the reality of the situation a single bit.
4) Worry ignores God's demonstrated faithfulness in our lives.
5) We are God's children. God will never treat us as orphans who need to fend for themselves.
6) When we worry about tomorrow we miss out on today. Any problem we face can be handled, with God's help, one day at a time.

And something for all you leaders out there .....

As leaders who want to impact our generation for Christ, we need to lead in a way that allows others to see our faith in God. One way we can do that is by depending on God in the face of our daily pressures. The next time you're under pressure, pray for the grace you need to depend on God. Those you lead will see how you respond to such pressures and will follow your actions.

"But seek first His kingdom and His righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well." Mat 6:33

Like Mother, Like Son ?

2005-12-25T16:06:00.000+08:00

They say your child will take after you. I agree totally!

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Disclaimers : These are not posed pictures. Actual footages taken at great risk to photographer's life.

TAGGED !

2005-12-25T15:33:00.000+08:00

Due to popular requests, I have added a tagboard so that ya'll can comment and suan me further .... as if kena from ya'll face to face and thru sms still not enough haha have fun !

Christian Music @ your PC

2005-12-24T12:13:00.000+08:00

Looking for a website playing Christian music while you are online ?

Check out Positive Hits Z88.3, playing Christian music 24/7 all the way from Orlando, Florida USA. They play great songs that God use to minister and speak to me, hope you will be similarly blessed too !

http://www.zradio.com/

Triple J Family Photo

2005-12-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

The Triple J Family @ Cameroon Highlands

Trying out the Bloggerbot for photos. Guez it works =) Thanks Serene for taking the photos !

Here's my wonderful family, truly a blessing from God I hardly deserve. Joanna, my dear wife of nearly 2 years (we married on Valentine's Day, isn't dat cool?) and our adorable son, Josiah (1 year and 7 days) and hence our family nick, The Triple J. No prize for guessing what our 2nd child's name will start with =)

Why Josiah, some might ask. Well, Josiah was one of the few good kings from the Old Testament and when he discovered that they have sinned greatly against God, his heart was responsive and he humbled himself before God and led the people towards God again. It is our prayer that our Josiah will grow up to be a God-fearing man, filled with wisdom and love for God.

"He did what was right in the eyes of the Lord and walked in the ways of his father David, not turning aside to the right or to the left." 2 Kings 22:2

"When they are young, talk to them about God.
When they are old, talk to God about them."

Hokkien Christmas Greeting !

2005-12-23T01:50:00.000+08:00

To all my Hokkien speaking friends, Merry Christmas =)

http://www.syfc.org.sg/christmas05/hokkien-rec.htm

No Christmas Without Christ

2005-12-23T00:45:00.000+08:00

It's the season of Christmas again. I was at Orchard Road last night taking in all the bright lights and Christmas cheers while following our youth campers in their quest to complete their "Missions Impossible". You don't want to know what they had to do for their various missions haha.

I remembered walking past a church many years ago and seeing this huge banner right across their wall that says " No Christmas without Christ". Somehow this simple and short message kinda stuck in my mind even till now. Besides the clever word play on the word "Christmas", it really reminded me about Christ's coming 2000 years ago and how His birth had offered HOPE to this world and still holds so true to this day.
With Christmas just a few days away, all the inevitable festive greetings are making their ways thru emails, greeting cards and smses etc. One thing that has disturbed me is the subtle attempts by this world to wipe out the birth of Christ from our mind. Christmas has taken on a commercial tone, no longer in remembrance and thankfulness for the birth of our Savior. More and more, one is also seeing "Xmas" been used in place of "Christmas" in many media. X=nothing nada zilch. No Christ. Just an excuse for a public holiday for many of us and an excuse for the commerical shops to make more money. The nativity scene is gradually been forgotten as it is increasingly been discarded as a display set. Does anyone still know what a nativity scene look like anymore ? If we are not vigilant, we will be led by this world away from the ONE person who matters the most - Jesus Christ.

So what should I do as one who love God? I want people to come to know Christ, I want the memory of Christ's birth to last and I shall continue to use the word "Christmas" to remind others of the Reason for this special day.

"Be self-controlled and alert. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour" 1 Pet 5:8

"No Christmas without Christ" indeed.

Conversation With God

2005-12-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

I received this email from my colleague, I find it so encouraging for many of the youths I know struggling out there, trying to make sense of their life.

It has helped me to reflect on my walk with God too and now I am much more focused. Thanks John Teen (yup his surname is Teen and he works for time in youth work ... so appropriate !) for the email ! Read on .....

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God : Hello. Did you call me?

Me: Called you? No.. who is this?

God : This is GOD. I heard your prayers. So I thought I will chat.

Me: I do pray. Just makes me feel good. I am actually busy now.I am in the midst of something..

God : What are you busy at? Ants are busy too.

Me: Don't know. But I cant find free time. Life has become hectic.It's rush hour all the time.

God : Sure. Activity gets you busy. But productivity gets you results. Activity consumes time. Productivity frees it.

Me: I understand. But I still cant figure out. By the way, I was not expecting YOU to buzz me on instant messaging chat.

God : Well I wanted to resolve your fight for time, by giving you some clarity. In this net era, I wanted to reach you through the medium you are comfortable with.

Me: Tell me, why has life become complicated now?

God : Stop analysing life. Just live it. Analysis is what makes it complicated.

Me: why are we then constantly unhappy?

God : Your today is the tomorrow that you worried about yesterday . You are worrying because you are analysing. Worrying has become your habit. That's why you are not happy.

Me: But how can we not worry when there is so much uncertainty?

God : Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.

Me: But then, there is so much pain due to uncertainty..

God : Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

Me: If suffering is optional, why do good people always suffer?

God : Diamond cannot be polished without friction. Gold cannot be purified without fire. Good people go through trials, but don't suffer. With that experience their life become better, not bitter.

Me: You mean to say such experience is useful?

God : Yes. In every terms, Experience is a hard teacher. She gives the test first and the lessons afterwards.

Me: But still, why should we go through such tests? Why cant we be free from problems?

God : Problems are Purposeful Roadblocks Offering Beneficial Lessons (to) Enhance Mental Strength. Inner strength comes from struggle and endurance, not when you are free from problems.

Me: Frankly in the midst of so many problems, we don't know where we are heading..

God : If you look outside you will not know where you are heading. Look inside. Looking outside, you dream. Looking inside, you awaken. Eyes provide sight. Heart provides insight.

Me: Sometimes not succeeding fast seems to hurt more than moving in the right direction. What should I do?

God : Success is a measure as decided by others. Satisfaction is a measure as decided by you. Knowing the road ahead is more satisfying than knowing you rode ahead. You work with the compass. Let others work with the clock.

Me: In tough times, how do you stay motivated?

God : Always look at how far you have come rather than how far you have to go. Always count your blessing, not what you are missing.

Me: What surprises you about people?

God : When they suffer they ask, "why me?" When they prosper, they never ask "Why me". Everyone wishes to have truth on their side, but few want to be on the side of the truth.

Me: Sometimes I ask, who am I, why am I here . I cant get the answer.

God : Seek not to find who you are, but to determine who you want to be. Stop looking for a purpose as to why you are here. Create it. Life is not a process of discovery but a process of creation.

Me: How can I get the best out of life?

God : Face your past without regret . Handle your present with confidence. Prepare for the future without fear .

Me: Thank you for this wonderful chat. I am so happy to start the New Year with a new sense of inspiration.

God : Well. Keep the faith and drop the fear . Don't believe your doubts and doubt your beliefs. Life is a mystery to solve, not a problem to resolve. Trust me. Life is wonderful if you know how to live.

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I have to take my hat off to the author of this email. Suddenly it seems so crystal clear as to how I should live my life.

"Pursue righteousness, godliness, faith, love, endurance and gentleness. Fight the good fight of the faith. Take hold of the eternal life to which you were called" 1 Tim 6:11-12.

Have a Blessed Christmas & God-inspired New Year ahead !

My 1st EvA XperienCE!

2005-08-24T12:47:00.000+08:00

Hi, I'm new to tis blogging thingy. Got started - thanks to Princess Ed (cos wanna know her more, so went to her blog to find out, hee hee). Dunno wat to say or put at the moment, so AKAN DATANG, k! Come back a week later and check it out! *muack*muack* Hv A Blessed DAY! (trumpet blow)